::The one that got away::

Sometimes you promise someone forever but it doesn't work out that way. I dedicate this song just for you. Everytime I hear this song remember me of you and make me cry because I do love you. If she can read this, I want her to know that i love her.

Summer after high school when we first met
We'd make out in your mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day I'd be losing you

In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be "us" against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on 
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown, singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse

In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be "us" against the world
In another life, I would make you stay 

 So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine 

Can't replace you with a million rings 

I should have told you what you meant to me

Cause now I pay the price

In another life, I would be your girl

We'd keep all our promises
Be "us" against the world

In another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

::Love indeed::

Feelings are best expressed through words, and when it comes to love, you must say it with all your emotions. Don’t shy away from saying that you love, even if you have done a million times before.When I saw you for the first time, I thanked god for introducing me to the most beautiful angel. I always wanted to fall for someone, and I wish I meet that someone very soon.When you entered in my heart, I didn't know. But, yes I did come to know when you left. for the first time. I'm crazy for you, touch me once and you'll know it's true, I never wanted anyone like this, you'll feel it in my kiss,I'm crazy for you. I love the way you are, your smile, your touch, your face. Ohhhh damn! *melting :D

But, I'm not sure if you feel the same way too. Somehow, i just feel that your are my everything but even though you are not mine. But my jealousy is there. And its killing me inside. Because when we are together, i just want the time was stopped and just cherish my moment with you. I wish i can kiss you in pouring day and feel your warmth. I need someone to share my opinion, my expectation in my life, shoulder when i need the most and share the part of my life. Your brightened my world with your warmth of your presence.I love u..

-Life teach everything-

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. 

 

-Don't you remember-

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, none a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again? 

-Mampukah aku?-

Setelah kupahami
Ku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku

Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila ku menjadi bisu
Kepada dirimu

Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas
Tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku  

Walau kumasih mencintaimu
Kuharus meninggalkanmu
Kuharus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Kuharus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang lama menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku

Semakin aku pertahankan semakin jauh ia meninggalkan ku..andai itu takdirnya aku redha..cuma mampukah aku bertahan???hanya itu persoalan nya yg bermain di benak fikiranku..mungkin ALLAH telah menjanjikan yg terbaik utk aku cuma masa belum lagi menjadi milikku..bersabar dan terus bersabar..itu yg pasti..

Ku hayun langkah kakiku mengikut waktu dan hanya mampu pasrah dengan ape yg berlaku..bukan mengeluh cuma terkenangkan.. kisah kau dan aku begitu banyak coretan nya..suka duka bersama dilalui..kau begitu sempurna,,dimata ku kau begitu indah,,begitulah aku mencerminkan kamu..mungkin kisah ini tidak lagi milik bersama tetapi harus kau tahu bahawa kisah ini adalah kisah yg begitu indah antara kau dan aku..yg tidak mungkin dijual dimana-mana..hanya kau dan aku yg merasakan nya..janjiku hanya satu..aku akan selalu mendoakan yg terbaik utk kebahagianmu..

"there are the things that we don't want that happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but we have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go"

-FRIDAY NITE-

-MYSUPERWOMEN-

2nd day chinese new year, we all mkn besar kat kapal. lepaking and gossip panasss~haha!

xde la gossip sgt.kegembiraan kami bertambah-tambah bila si ketot QAISYA ade bersama.mcm2 ragam dan keletah.penat kami melayan but its so amazing! nanges cincin ilang la,majok x dpt g klcc la,mara x dpt nk amek gambar.haha!tired but happy! 

Finish our great dinner,we all g jln2 amek gambar! first destination KLCC!! but mmm~parking xde pulok!haha!kempunan masing2!! da xtaw nk g mane.then awatiff amir dgn suara yg agak sedap didengar menyuarakan utk pegi kew BUKIT AMPANG! haha! nk tgok view yg cantek kate nye.

Bile dgr jew Bukit Ampang,aku tergamam~mmm...n ade suara memerli aku.Dear,benda tue kan da lepas,jgn la di kenang lagi..x cean kt sye kew??(dlm hati ku berkata2).*sigh*adek n atip yg xtaw pape tros terpinga2!! haha!

But ok wut tmpt kte lepak! ade telo merah lagi! haha! best btol tmpt atip bwk.rasa mcm xnk blk jew.bergambar mcm bwu dtg kl sowang2! nice la dapat lepak kan?kan? nnt next time kte ajak ramai2 lagi memeriahkan suasana.

Lastly,we enjoy the nite! hope that we able to lepaking again n again!! for those yg selalo xde mase tue,luangkanlah sedikit masa ngn we all..we mish u lorh! like one family mishing thier sisters!hehe! ok la,see u soon! lovE U!!

L.I.F.E

In my life, I learned that we have to remember a lot of things to make sure we know what we do and what people will think about us.My mom always said that people only talked what they have seen but not what u think or feel. But for me I dont care at all!! people can talk wutever they want,but dont judge book by it covers ok! Learn to respect others!

17 most important things to remember in life:

1. Never give up! Miracle happen everyday.

2. Be brave even if your not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference. 

3. Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.

4. Learn to listen. Oppurtunity sometimes knocks very softly.

5. Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have.

6. Strive for excellence, not perfection.

7. Don't waste time grieving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.

8. When someone hugs you let them be the first to let go.

9. Never cut what can be untied.

10. Don't expect life to be fair.

11. Remember:Success comes to the one that acts first.

12. Never waste an oppurtunity to tell someone you love them.

13.Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a greatful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who help you.

14. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.

15. Laugh alot.A good sense of humor cures almost all of life's ills.

16. Don't miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.

17. Watch for big problems. They disguise big oppurtunities. 

I hope I can learn this step and move on.life is uncertain.i'm a writer of my life and i cant erase my mistakes that I've done. sumtimes I learn dat we need to stop analyzing the past,stop planning the future,stop trying to figure out how we feel,stop deciding with our mind what we want and what our heart feel.sumtimes we just have to go with whatever...happens..happens...I also learn that things can change,people change and it doesn't mean you have to forget the past or try to cover it up! letting go doesn't mean giving up..its means accept that sumting weren't meant to be..