Pulangkan~

(Ex-Student)

Sedikit bunga yang menggoda

Sekadar dipandang usah dibayar

Kau pasti tak percaya

Duitku bukan untukmu sayang

(Pegawai PTPTN)

Tiada kusangka kau sungguh kejam

Kau peram hutang yang kau pinjam

Namun takkan bahgia kehidupanmu

Bila engkau berkonvo

kau milikku

Pulangkan hutang-hutangku-(Pegawai PTPTN)

Oh hentikanlah menghantuiku-(Ex-Student)

Oh pulangkan oh pulangkanlah padaku-(Pegawai PTPTN)

Kupulangkan semua hutangku-(Ex-Student)

Yang dikau peram tanpa relaku-(Pegawai PTPTN)

Bebaskanlah maafkan daku oh kasih-(Ex-Student)

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Tiada kemaafan di sini

Kau hutang tanpa bayar sesen lagi

Akan ku jejakimu kemana jua

Trouble is Friends!

Selama aku hidup 23 tahun nie,byk yg aku belajar dri hidup. termasuk lah ape itu erti kawan..

kwn nie la yg nenbuatkan kte senyum,gembira,laugh together and share together. n kwn jugak la yg membuatkan hati kte sedih,gundah gulana,menangis dan mcm2 lagi.dan aku yakin dan pasti yg xde sape yg didunia nie yg bole hidup tanpa kawan..kawan adalah tempat kte share probs n share a dream.even family pown bole jd yg kedua.if kte xdtg class kawan la yg sign attendance utk kte,if ade probs kte cri kawan kite.xde ne kte nk cri family kte dlu.begitulah hebat nya seorang kawan. n selama aku hidup ni,,mcm2 ragam kawan aku jmpe.ade yg perangai camni,ade yg perangai camtu,,n kawan sejati sukar hendak di cari,yg ade hanya lah yg bersama kte ble kte senang,kawan yg menangis?? ntah la.aku terfikir ade juga yg berkawan da lame tp da x kwn semata-mata benda yg mereka lebih percaya kata2 owg luar dr kwn nya sendiri.dan mulalah membuat andaian yg macam2 dan mudah melabel tanpa usul periksa..mcm tue kew kawan??we must know who is ur friends.tp itulah lumrah berkawan.kawan dtg dan pergi.

but i so thankful bcoz rite now i have a friend that i love so much,,mungin tuhan meminjam kan aku teman yg bole membahagiakan aku walaupun seketika dan aku lebih menghargai mereka dlm hidup aku,,for my friends,u r such a wonderful frenz that i have,.i learn a lot of things n i see the world from diff perspective. i hope our friendship lasting 4ever.LOVE U MYSUPERWOMEN!

A best friend

is always there,

whether you need advice,

or a pep talk,

or even a shoulder to cry on.

A best friend

listens with her heart

and is always honest with you,

even though the truth

may not be

what you want to hear.

A best friend

knows all your secrets,

understands your fears

shares your dreams.

A best friend

never stops believing in you

even if you give up

on yourself.

you are

that kind of friend

to me.

And no matter what happens,

you always will be.

You are my best friend....

my forever friend

::Love the way YOU are::

jangan bertengkar lagi!

sadarkah kekasih
kelakuan kamu sungguh sangat menyiksa aku
padahal ku beri apa yang kau mau
tapi kau tak mengerti aku
sakitnya hatiku dengan semua caramu
bila kau terus begini nanti ku bisa pergi

aku mohon sayangilah diriku didalam hidupmu
dan kamu jangan kasar-kasar lagi
dengarlah Pujaan Hati
aku mohon mengertilah kita jangan bertengkar lagi
hadapi semua dengan dingin hati
dengarlah pujaan hati

sakitnya hatiku dengan semua caramu
bila kau terus begini nanti ku bisa pergi
aku mohon sayangilah diriku didalam hidupmu
dan kamu jangan kasarkasar lagi dengarlah pujaan hati

aku mohon mengertilah kita jangan bertengkar lagi
hadapi semua dengan dingin hati dengarlah pujaan hati
aku mohon mengertilah kita jangan bertengkar lagi
hadapi semua dengan dingin hati dengarlah pujaan hati

letter for u~

 Every time I think of you, I think I'm out of control. I do not know why I am feeling this way, but it's like nothing I've ever experienced before. I'd like to touch your face to see if it's real. How could I not notice until now that your face could launch a thousand ships? I'd like you to know that I love you so much, more than I love myself. So even if we are not meant to be together I just want to stay with you, 'til the moment I render forever, and ever. 'Cause maybe you're going to be the one that's saved me, after all you're my wonder wall.
I'm writing to let you know how I feel about you. I don't know how to tell you face to face, so I am going to put my feelings in words, on this page. Since the day I met you, I haven't been the same. My feelings I just can't seem to tame. I am starting to care for you in a different way. I think of you every day! I love everything about you! Your smile, your eyes, your hair, your body, etc... I am pretty sure you got the point. I can't get you off my mind, damn, Baby girl, you got me feeling stupid, because I know you may not feel the same, but my feelings just keep growing each and every day. Well, what I am trying to tell you is I am SPRUNG, and I am falling in love with you - yes, this is true! But I understand if you don't feel the same. Damn, I know this sounds lame, but I have to let you know how I really feel. And this is no lie, I am for real.

::io amo italy::

teringin nk g ITALY!! besh ne if dapat pegi..romantik city i think. the view make me calm n make me fall in love again n again..nnt nk honeymoon kat cni la..lalalala~kawen ngn ank dato la jwb ne!! haha!

such a beautiful city..i will make my dream come true! ITALY! i'm coming

ella besday~(17 jan2011)

wut a surprise! gud job anip

first of all i want to say hepy besday ella..may ALLAH bless u..n nice too meet u..u such a wonderful gurl.

el husband@anip was planning this surprise party for her.maybe ella pk nk candle light dinner ngn anip..last2 SURPRISE!!! nk ketawa tgok mke ella tahan malu n terkejot..haha! then ramai2 nyanyi lagu hepy besday..wut a wonderful day.best der dapat lepak ngn korunk smua!! knowing u guys is such a best feeling for ever..byk yg aku belajar dr korang.. along paling best,,cyte pasal kawen,duet n so on..DAMN! blk2 terpikir smua tuh,,adeh! tp i like ur planning la along~lalala..adik n yus da ade ura2 nk kawen..along da gatal pk ble turn dye lak nk kawen..anip n ella still in progress,,hehe! (kasi stabil dlu katenye)

aku???ntah ble plak kan,,hurmm..dalam2 mase tgh borak tuh aku terpikir yg aku nie da 23 rupe ne..da besar..hihi~n aku pk byk mende mlm tuh,,yg membuatkan aku ingin menjadi seorang yg lebih baik dr smua segi..

n i dont think dat i'm ready to have huge responsibility. i must learn from now. and very important i want my family proud of me.i hope so~so for my fren i wish u all da best in ur life n tanx for everything. l0vE u guys!!!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. 

Sumtimes i feel life is not fair to me..i dunno y..but i know all the things happen have a reason and i have to accepted that. but the truth it is i feel like to crying loudly.i dont have a strength to make everything going better. and i now dat i just a regular person and dont have any option to choose wut is best for me..and i learn from my mistake a lots.